Endo and Life Update

Sorry I have been away for a while, but it has been a busy time for me so today I am going to be giving you all a little life update.  Tomorrow my high school drama production opens and of course, my friend randomly showed up two days ago.  I have not had a lot of pain for a while so this was a surprise to me. So here is a little story for you all.  I walked on stage two days ago during the run of our show and all of a sudden a wave of awful pain came over me.  I didn't know what to do because we were already half way through the scene.  I decided to keep going and then do the dance to the song that followed the scene. (This was not the best decision on my part).  After the song was over, I got of the stage as fast as I could and fell on the ground because I couldn't make it any further. I felt like my legs were going to give out under me. So, I had to lay there, on the ground, for the rest of the night since I could barely move. Thanks to my amazing friends who stayed by my side the whole night, I was able to cope until we got to go home.  I don't know what I would have done without them.  When you can't do something you love because of the amount of pain you are in, that is the worst feeling in the whole world.  During that night, all I wanted to go was get back on that stage and finish the show with my cast but I couldn't, no matter how hard I tried.  Yesterday and today have been rough as well.  I tried so hard to do all the dances last night, but I was just in too much pain. Today we had a snow day and I've been resting a lot so hopefully I will be better to perform tomorrow.  But what I have learned through this week is that, when life throws an obstacle your way, you just have to do the best you can to just keep going. I know that tomorrow I will be as well as I can be to perform. I just have to keep telling myself that Endo is NOT the end!