No Motivation

When I first starting having symptoms of Endo, I wore sweatpants to school everyday because all all my pants would press to hard against my stomach.  I didn't wear any makeup and barely did my hair so I just looked lazy. I couldn't even sit at the desks at school because they were so uncomfortable. I would text my parents every single day telling them that I needed to come home because I was miserable  but they never picked me up and I never missed school. I would come home and lay in my bed whenever I had the chance. The only time I left the house was to go to school and the dozens of doctors appointments I had to go to every week.  I’ve started to feel this way again and it’s not something I like. I don’t feel good wearing what essentially are pajamas to school, but I have no motivation to wear anything else. The worst thing is, I have no idea why I’m feeling this way. It’s like it’s a chore to to get dressed and ready every morning. Simple things are so hard for me to do. I don’t know if it’s because I’m always exhausted or if my body is telling me I need to take a break. Either way, I don’t want it to last any longer. If any of you Endo ladies have an tips, please let me know. Thank you for reading and remember, Endo is NOT the end!