End of Semester Update!

 I'm back everyone and I apologize for my absence this past semester! I think it has been a crazy time for most people, especially those who are back to school and work after being at home for so long. Since my college required COVID vaccines, masks indoors, and weekly tests, we were able to get mostly back to normal, which means I was very busy. I was taking some hard classes, I was a student leader in four different groups, and I continued my summer internship into the fall. I'm not complaining though, because like I've said before, I actually really enjoy being busy because it takes my mind off of my endometriosis and other health problems. Now that COVID is ramping up again with the new variant, I'm very happy to be safe at home, fully vaccinated, and boosted. 

A lot of exciting things happened for me this semester! The most exciting is that I was accepted into an internship program at my school that is going to allow me to intern full-time in Boston during the Spring semester for school credit rather than taking classes. I always wanted to do this internship program in Washington D.C. as I am a political science major, but when it came time to apply, I realized that I haven't had a normal year of college yet and I don't want to leave campus for a whole semester. The Boston program allows me to live on campus and still participate in all my extracurricular activities while getting to commute into Boston during the day and get that real-world experience. After I was accepted into that program, I had to apply for internships. This process takes a lot of time from searching to applying to interviewing. I was lucky enough to get a few offers and I accepted an internship that I'm super excited about and I think is going to give me the clarity I need moving forward with my career. 

I did work full-time during the summer, but that work was mostly remote. Commuting into a big city every day is going to be a whole new experience and I will definitely share my experience here will all of you. I am definitely nervous about how this internship is going to affect my endometriosis pain. Anxious nerves and stress often cause flare-ups of my pain. Over the summer if that happened, I could just take a quick break to lay in my bed, however, I won't be able to do that this time around. Although don't get me wrong, I am very happy and grateful that this experience will be in-person after experiencing the pandemic for almost two years. I'm sure a lot of you reading this have full-time and in-person jobs, so I'm very curious, how do you handle your pain? 

I have been lucky this semester that my endometriosis pain has been mostly manageable! I had a few flare-ups here and there, but they didn't last very long. The combination of medication and pelvic floor physical therapy has really worked for me and I'm so thankful! A lot of chronically ill people are strong proponents of either full-on western medicine or other less common routes. I think it's different for every person because each body is different, but I've experienced the best results when both methods are combined. What works the best for you? What I've still been struggling the most with is my tailbone pain. It's been about 1.5 years since it's started, but I'm happy to report it is getting better with the help of pelvic floor physical therapy! Hopefully being able to go to PT consistently over the break will be the push my tailbone needs to fully heal. 

I feel like I've been rambling a lot, so I'm going to end this post here. Now that I'm going to be on winter break for about a month, I'm going to be posting on here more and I've been posting on my Instagram pretty frequently (@endoisnottheendblog). I hope you all are happy and healthy and are enjoying the holiday season with loved ones!

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ORGANIZATIONAL TIPS!

 This doesn't have much to do with chronic illness, but I want to share my organizational tips with you today. However, these methods help me to have everything prepared in case I'm having a bad pain day or I'm just plain tired (which is a lot of the time). Let's get started:

1. GET A TO DO LIST: This will literally save your life. I don't know how I got anything done before I had one. 
2. SET OUT EVERYTHING THE NIGHT BEFORE: I try to get my outfits set out and my backpack packed up the night before in case I need to take it slow in the morning.
3. USE A PLANNER: This will be your best friend if you're busy like me. Especially if you're a student, it's the best have all your assignments and activities in one place. 
4. PLAN OUT TIME IN THE DAY TO DO SELF CARE: For me, this means setting aside time to do all the activities from my pelvic floor physical therapy because I know they always help me feel better. It can be different for every person though!
5. CREATE FOLDERS IN YOUR EMAIL: This is something I didn't think I needed to do for the longest time, but once I did, it made finding old emails soooo much easier.
6. CREATE FOLDERS IN YOUR FILES: Similarly, this is so helpful and I have folders for literally the smallest things. When you're constantly turning in assignments, it's so helpful. 
7. ORGANIZE YOUR DESK: Having an organized workplace really does make you more productive and efficient.
8. HAVE A CLEAN ROOM: I know this sounds weird, but especially if you're working in the same place as you sleep, I find it so important to my productivity to have a clean room and made bed. If I don't, it just stresses me out and I'm not as focused on my work. 

I hope you found these tips helpful because they are really have gotten me through college!

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Back to School with a Chronic Illness- Tips

 It's that time of year again when all of us students are getting in the swing of school. I know I certainly am. I know better than most people how hard going back to school with a chronic illness is, so today I wanted to share the tips I've developed over the last five or so years of going back to school with a chronic illness.

On good days, try to get a lot of work done so you have more time to relax on bad days- I always try to get ahead on good days because I know there's eventually going to be a bad day where I'm not going to want to do any schoolwork 

See if you can get accommodations through your school- especially if you're in college, I've found this to be incredibly helpful with living and diet accommodations

Dress as comfortable as possible to make it through class- no one's really paying attention to you that much to care what you're wearing (and if they are they need to get a life)

Always have pain relievers with you on the go- whether it's ibuprofen, icey hot packs, or a Tens Unit, I suggest keeping it in your backpack with you at all times in case you start having a flare-up

Let your teachers/professors know what's going on if need be- I have found all my teachers/professors to be extremely understanding when I'm having a hard time (but they can't give you any help if you don't ask)

Get involved in clubs and activities- this has honestly been my saving grace since I was diagnosed with endo! Like I've said previously, being busy is a pain management strategy for me because I don't have a lot of time to think about how I'm in pain. When I don't have anything to do is when I feel the worst.

But also know your limits- don't completely overschedule yourself so that you never have time to relax because that won't be helpful to your mental or physical health 

Lastly, your health comes first- If you really can't make it to class one day because your pain is too bad, then don't go because you could risk making everything worse. Luckily online class has become very popular, so try and see if that's an option, or just get notes from a classmate. It's really not the end of the world (just don't get into a habit of missing constantly)

I hope all of you who are in school are having a great start to the school year and it has been pain-free so far! If you ever need any advice, remember my DMs are always open :)

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WORKING 9-5 WITH CHRONIC PAIN

 

Working 9 to 5 is something brand new to me that I started last week. I'm working two jobs this summer so obviously, I've had to learn how to manage this. Working 9 to 5 for the first time is challenging for everyone, but then you add in having to deal with chronic pain and it makes adjusting to this new schedule a lot harder. I want to preface this by saying that I love both of my jobs and I can't wait for the rest of the summer because I'm so lucky to be in both positions! However, sitting at my desk for hours on end isn't the best for my pelvic floor region. 

My whole life up to this point I've imagined myself as having a desk/office job in the future because due to my chronic pain, being on the move isn't my favorite thing. Now that I'm sitting at a desk in my bedroom for many hours a day, I might need to reevaluate that vision for myself. I think my ideal situation is where I can sit when I want to and move around when I want to because my body needs both of those things to keep everything in check. Although sitting at a desk isn't the most comfortable thing in the world, I've discovered a few things that have helped me make the best of the situation. 

The first is a laptop stand. This allows you to prop up your laptop so it's at eye level and you aren't breaking your back hunching over it all day. I got mine at the beginning of last semester and I think it's one of my favorite purchases ever. I'm still sitting in front of the computer for the same amount of time, but my back and neck feel SO much better. 

The second tool that has been so incredibly helpful to me for years is blue light glasses. These block out the harmful blue light coming from your computer or other electronic devices and makes having to stare at them all day way easier on the eyes. I used to get headaches all the time from blue light, but I don't anymore because of these glasses!

The third thing is a seat cushion. As I've mentioned here a few times, I've had an injured tailbone for about a year now, so seat cushions are an essential part of my everyday life. I use one on my desk chair at home and school, as well as one in my car. Even if you don't have tailbone or back issues, a seat cushion can still be really helpful for all-around comfort. 

And finally, the items I have purchased most recently, a mouse and mousepad. Not just any mousepad though, one with wrist support so you don't do any damage while using your mouse all day. This is the first time I've actually used a mouse with a laptop, but it's been so helpful because it allows me to sit up straight in my chair and not have to hunch over the mousepad built into my laptop. 

I'm really curious, so let me know on here or over on my Instagram, but how do you work while also dealing with chronic pain? I'm open to any and all suggestions!

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WHAT IS IBS?

Today I'm going to spread some light on another disease that often comes hand-in-hand with endometriosis. Patients are often misdiagnosed with irritable bowel syndrome, or IBS, when they actually have endometriosis because they have similar symptoms. However, this is another factor that contributes to the prolonging of finally getting an endometriosis diagnosis. So, what is IBS?

Definition:

"Irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) is a common disorder that affects the large intestine. Signs and symptoms include cramping, abdominal pain, bloating, gas, and diarrhea or constipation, or both. IBS is a chronic condition that you'll need to manage long-term."

Symptoms:

• Abdominal pain
• Cramping 
• Bloating
• Increased gas
• Changes in appearance to bowel movement
• Changes in how often one has a bowel movement 
• Weight loss diarrhea

Cause:

• Muscle contractions in the intestine 
• Abnormalities to the nerves that help with digestion 
• Severe infection
• Early life stress
• Changes in gut microbes 

Triggers:

• Certain foods such as dairy products 
• Stress

Risk Factors:

• Young 
• Female
• Family history with IBS
• Have anxiety, depression, or other mental health-related problems

Cure:

IBS is a chronic condition that cannot be cured, very similar to endo. 

Treatments:

• Diet changes 
• Medications
• Therapies 

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Source: https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/irritable-bowel-syndrome/symptoms-causes/syc-20360016 

Being In Tune with Your Body

    It's been a little over five years since I was diagnosed with endometriosis, but I started fighting for my health long before that. When you struggle with a chronic illness that causes you to have chronic pain, you start to know your body on a deeper level than a person who doesn't have those struggles. Since you're trying to do everything you can to prevent pain, you know exactly what foods trigger your symptoms, what activities could be pushing you too much, how much sleep you need to get, certain ways you need to sit, stand, and walk, the list goes on and on. But the bottom line is, especially being a woman, I've had to fight for my voice to be heard and in order to do that, I had to become very in tune with my body. 

    Whenever I go to my variety of doctor's appointments, the nurses and doctors are always shocked at how well I know everything that's happening in my body and how I can pinpoint (most of the time) what is causing me to have symptoms. I tell them that I don't have a choice in the matter living with a chronic illness. Now, this isn't me bragging. I wish I didn't have to do this, but through experience, I know I won't get answers unless I bring suggestions with me to the appointment. Like I've mentioned before on here, I keep a health journal where I write everything I eat during the day, any pelvic pain I'm having, if I made a bowel movement, my stress level, any bladder pain, exercise, and an "other" column for other information I want to add. I do this because if I start having pain, I can look back and try to see if I can determine the cause. It also serves as evidence that I can bring to an appointment to back up my findings. 

    Being in tune with my body has helped me a lot, especially in the last year, but it's honestly exhausting. Having to pay attention and take note of every little thing you do in the day isn't fun and it takes up a lot of time and mental capacity. However, I'm willing to do it because it has helped me get accommodations through school, figure out the cause of my bladder problems, and start to figure out how to heal my injured tailbone, just to name a few. While I hope one day I won't have to do this because medical professionals will just believe me without me having to do their job for them, it is something that works for me right now and I encourage all of you to keep a health journal if you are able. 

Keep fighting, you got this, and remember, endo is not the end!

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Things You Should NEVER Say to Someone with Endo

 Sometimes it's hard to know what to say to someone struggling with a chronic illness, so today I'm going to give you some insight into what NOT to say to someone with endometriosis. 

1. Anything related to pregnancy: You never know what someone might be struggling with or if they even want kids, so it's best to avoid the subject unless they bring it up. 
2. You don't look sick: People with invisible illnesses often have to hide what they're feeling, so just because we don't look sick, doesn't mean we're not. 
3. Just get a hysterectomy: A hysterectomy, or removing the uterus, is actually not a cure for endometriosis. 
4. Shouldn't you be cured since you got surgery?: While the surgery can make us feel a lot better, there is still no cure.
5. At least it's not [insert more severe illness here]: Even though there are diseases worse than endo, you do not want to invalidate or lessen what anyone is feeling. 
6. Just take Advil: Endo pain is often a lot worse than what Advil can fix and saying this can once again invalidate how we are feeling. 
7. I get bad period cramps too: Endometriosis is a lot more than bad period cramps. It is a whole-body disease that causes excruciating pain throughout the entire month. 
8. Someone I know tried this and now they are cured: Once again, there is no cure for endo so bringing up stuff like this is not helpful at all. 
9. Have you tried this diet?: While some diets can be helpful for some people, they are not helpful for everybody. Whenever I talk about the diets I try to stick to, I try to make it clear that this is what has worked for me and I know that it won't work for everyone. 
10. Isn't period pain normal?: While light period cramping is normal, excruciating pain during your period and pain throughout the entire month is not normal. One of the major reasons why it takes people so long to get diagnosed with endo is because we are taught that really bad period cramping is normal when in reality, it's not. 

I hope this post was able to give you some insight into how to talk to someone with endometriosis about their illness. If you think something you say could be taken the wrong way in any situation, it's best not to say it. 

It's My Endoversary- Tips for Endo Surgery!

Is an Endoversary a thing or did I just totally make that up? I don't know but anyway, today is my five-year anniversary of being diagnosed with endometriosis, wow! It seems so long ago but also not at the same time, you know what I mean?? Instead of doing some sappy post (which you can see over on my Instagram), I wanted to share my tips for excision surgery because as we know, five years ago today, that's where I was. I get messages all the time asking me what to bring, what to expect, how long the recovery is, etc., and while surgery is different for every person, I want to share my experience to hopefully ease some of your worries on the big day!

Bring a pillow and blanket for the car: After all the surgeries I've had, I've felt extremely nauseous after, so being able to lay down and be comfortable in the car is the best thing you can do to help that.

Prepare yourself that your shoulders will probably hurt from the gas trying to escape after surgery: Your doctor will have to pump your stomach with gas to create more room for them to see, but this gas has to escape somehow. This is something I was told beforehand, but I didn't realize how painful it would actually be. 

Rest as much as possible: You just got surgery and your body needs to rest, it's as simple as that!

But get up and walk around your house when you feel up for it: Yes it's important to rest, but it's also important to get up and walk around to get things moving. Make sure you don't push yourself though! 

Don't push yourself or you'll be recovering for a lot longer: Don't think you'll be able to return to regularly scheduled programming right away, your body needs time to heal. 

Have a comfortable recovery station at home: When I got home from my surgery, I set up a station right on my couch with lots of comfy blankets, my heating pad, my water bottle, the TV remote close by, anything you need to help you feel as comfortable as possible. 

Do research on laparoscopic surgery before the big day: There are lots of blog posts out there explaining people's experiences, including mine that I attached below!

Have foods at home that are easy on the stomach: There's a possibility the anesthesia will make you feel nauseous, I know it definitely did for me, so make sure you have foods like soup and ice cream that are easy on your stomach. 

Avoid lifting heavy objects or putting other strain on your abdomen:  You will have open incisions on your abdomen, so you don't want to do anything that's going to rip those open and prolong your recovery process. 

Feel relieved that your surgery worked (hopefully) and you'll be in less pain!

My Surgery Experience From a Previous Blog Post (don't make fun of my terrible writing, I was 14 haha!):

Getting this surgery is the only way to officially diagnose Endometriosis. I got the surgery almost a year ago now (five years now!) at Boston Children's Hospital.  Before the surgery, I was in so much pain every day, now after the surgery, I only have a few days a month where I am in a lot of pain.  It is an easy surgery.  It is same-day, so you can go home a couple hours after it is done.  The doctors make two small 5 millimeter incisions; one inside the belly button and the other just below the abdomen. The incisions leave a small scar, but nothing extremely noticeable.  The recovery only takes about three to four days, maybe longer depending on the person.  The second day I was in a lot of pain from the doctors probing the inside of my stomach.  Also when they do this surgery, the doctors pump your stomach with gas in order to see inside more clearly.  For females, in order for the gas to release, it has to travel up through your body and is released through the shoulders.  I would not say this part is painful, but it is definitely uncomfortable. Overall, the surgery helped my pain so much!  I one hundred percent would recommend getting it. The doctors were able to find a lot of Endo, and they were able to get rid of it!  Just remember, this surgery is not a cure, but it is the closest to a cure so far.  If you have any more questions, feel free to leave them in the comments. 

*Disclaimer: This is just my experience, everyone has different experiences but I was asked to share my own. 

WHAT IS INTERSTITIAL CYSTITIS?

I've been talking about interstitial cystitis (IC) a lot on here, but it's also a disease that many people aren't aware of so I wanted to make a post explaining it all. As you know, I've been going to Boston Children's Hospital to figure out my bladder problems, and right now, they are treating it like it is IC. 

Definition:

"Interstitial cystitis is a chronic condition causing bladder pressure, bladder pain, and sometimes pelvic pain." My chiropractor and physical therapist basically explained it to me like this: since my bladder is so inflamed, it is sending the signal to my brain to empty it before it is full. When you continuously empty your bladder before it's full, it starts to shrink, like a balloon. This turns into a vicious cycle that's hard to get out of. 

Symptoms:

For me specifically, my symptoms include pain that feels like lasers shooting through my bladder, bladder frequency, and urgency. Some other common symptoms include:

• Pain in your pelvis or between the vagina and anus in women
• Pain between the scrotum and anus in men (perineum)
• Chronic pelvic pain
• A persistent, urgent need to urinate
• Frequent urination, often of small amounts, throughout the day and night (up to 60 times a day)
• Pain or discomfort while the bladder fills and relief after urinating.
• Pain during sexual intercourse

Cause:

There is no known cause for IC, but people will IC often have other chronic illnesses with chronic pain. For me, that illness would be endometriosis and it all has to do with my pelvic floor muscles. 

Risk Factors:

• Sex: IC is more common in women than in men. It is estimated to affect 3-8 million women and 1-4 million men in the United States.

• Body Characteristics: Fair-skinned people and redheads have a greater risk of IC.

• Age: Most people are diagnosed with IC in their 30s.

• Having a Chronic Pain Disorder: IC may be associated with other chronic pain disorders.

Cure:

There is currently no known cure for IC.

Treatments:

• Pelvic Floor Physical Therapy: this helps work on the pelvic floor muscles and stretch them out so your bladder can stretch back out again. I can't even describe how much it has helped me!

• Diet: eating an anti-inflammatory diet has also really helped me. Foods such as dairy, carbonation, sugar, and red meat are good to avoid to help ease bladder pain. 

• Biofeedback: Controlling the body's heartbeat, brainwaves, breathing, and blood pressure by monitoring them with sensors. This is a popular treatment method, but I don't have any personal experience with it. 

• Medications: there are certain medications that can be taken in pill or injection form that have been known to help people with IC. I don't have any experience with these medications either.

Source: https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/interstitial-cystitis/symptoms-causes/syc-20354357

Update On My Bladder Problems

 If you follow my Instagram, you may know that I have been struggling with bladder pain and frequency for the last couple of months. It is not really ideal to be going through this while away at college and in a pandemic, however, my body clearly has a mind of its own. I have been peeing 15-20 times a day, which is about once an hour or more, and I sporadically get very intense bladder pain that feels like a bunch of lasers are going through my bladder at the same time. Not to mention also getting up to pee 3-5 times a night, so as you can imagine, I'm exhausted. I finally had enough of this and decided to call the urology department at Boston Children's since that's where I get my endometriosis care and I have nothing but good things to say about them. About two weeks ago, I went to Boston Children's to get some tests done. I got a urine flow test where you pee into a "special toilet" (their words) and they see if there are any irregularities. I also had an ultrasound done to see if there was anything out of the ordinary. The ultrasound came back clear, but the urine flow test showed that my muscles were tensing up when I pee which means that my bladder is probably not emptying fully. 

The day after I got these tests done, I had a meeting with a nurse practitioner from the urology department to talk about what was going on. To help the urinary frequency, she said I should start double voiding (pee, wait 10 seconds, then try to pee again to make sure I am emptying my bladder fully), drink more water during the day and hardly any at night so I hopefully won't be getting up all night, and going to the bathroom a half-hour before bed, then right before bed to help with the previous issue. She also put me on a stool softener and fiber gummies just to make sure I wasn't constipated. After my appointment, she called me back saying that she wanted to start me on a medication that is supposed to treat an overactive bladder. So, I did everything she said for the last two weeks, and unfortunately, not much has helped. 

I met with her on a Wednesday and the first weekend after that was pretty much hell. I was having terrible diarrhea (sorry TMI, but this is real life!) and the new medication was making me so nauseous. But I decided to stick it out in the hopes that my body would soon get used to it and it would start helping me. After about a week or so, the nauseous died down and now I only get it a little bit after I eat. That brings me to Wednesday of this week. My bladder pain had actually decreased a lot which I was obviously happy about, until Wednesday when it came back at full force and worse than it's ever been. It's now Friday when I'm writing this and the pain hasn't subsided at all, so I don't know what's going on. I had another meeting today with the nurse practitioner from Boston Children's and I originally didn't hear what I wanted to hear. Despite me telling her that the stool softener wasn't helping and it was actually making everything worse, she still thought I was constipated, however, I spoke up for myself because I know my body and I know I'm not constipated, so she took me off the stool softener and I am going to continue with the fiber gummies and try to eat more fibrous foods. Next, she wasn't very happy that the bladder medication was making me nauseous, so she was wary about increasing the dosage since it hasn't really helped at the dosage I'm at. I convinced her to up the dosage and I would start taking it once I got home for break and it would be easier to deal with nausea if I had any because I'm desperate for relief. Then she wanted me to come in to get a special x-ray to rule out constipation. 

Like you may have seen on my Instagram, I really think that I have a disease called interstitial cystitis (IC) because I have all the symptoms (urinary frequency, peeing a lot at night, and bladder pain), and it is very common in people with endometriosis. I was hoping at this meeting that we would finally talk about me having IC, but we didn't. However, I got a call from her a little bit ago that she changed her mind and she thinks we should start looking down the path of IC. She wants me to keep a diary of how many times I pee and how often and she's going to call me on Monday to discuss it. If it doesn't get any better, then we're going to start talking about IC and she's going to put me on an antibiotic that will hopefully help. I was really happy by this news because I have thought I have had this disease for months now, but I felt like no one was listening to me, even when I present with all the symptoms. It may seem crazy to people outside of this community that I am happy to have someone say I probably have another disease with no cure, but after all the medical trauma that I and many other people with endo and related diseases have gone through, it feels so good when someone validates your pain. 

I am not sharing this with you because I want your pity or that I'm trying to complain, I'm sharing this for education because IC is also another disease that people don't know that much about (hence not having a cure). What I want you to take away from my story today is that you shouldn't be afraid to speak up for yourself. You know your body better than anyone, no matter what anyone else tells you. If you have done the research and you feel strongly about something, then PLEASE bring it up to your doctor because you might not find any answers if you don't. I spoke up and I got the answers I was looking for, thankfully. Also, please feel free to reach out to me on my Instagram @endoisnottheendblog if you want to talk about anything endo or IC related because I know it really helps to talk to someone who understands! 

BOOK REVIEW: Living with Endometriosis by Samantha Bowick

Recently I've been reading a lot of books about endometriosis (more book reviews coming soon) to better inform and educate myself about the disease I live with every day. I think it is so important for us to do our own research about this disease because unfortunately there isn't a lot of information out there and we can't always trust everything our doctors say. Living with Endometriosis: The Complete Guide to Risk Factors, Symptoms, and Treatment Options by Samantha Bowick is different from any other endometriosis book I have read because Bowick isn't a doctor, she is a real woman who suffers from endometriosis, and I think that makes her more qualified to share her life with endo than any doctor. 

Reading about endometriosis from a sufferer's perspective is so different than reading a book by doctors. The books I have read written by doctors feel impersonal and like they are just stating one fact after another. Bowick makes sure her audience knows she is not a doctor and reiterates multiple times that just because a treatment worked or didn't work for her, that doesn't mean everyone will have the same experience, which I believe is something doctors lack when writing about this disease.

Bowick begins her book by telling her endometriosis story to ensure the endo sufferers reading her book do not feel like they are alone. After she tells her story, she has nine more chapters: Endometriosis Explained, Surgical Treatment Options, Non-Surgical Treatment Options, Alternative Medicine Options, How to Find the Right Doctor, Lifestyle Changes, Related Illnesses, How Endometriosis Affects Those Around Us, and Awareness. I could easily tell that each chapter was thoroughly researched and they were all extremely informative. A little touch the Bowick added that made the book so much for personal for me was sharing her experiences with everything she talked about. This is one of the aspects that makes her book more informative than a doctors book because doctors cannot contribute those real-life experiences like Bowick can. 

If you are an endometriosis sufferer or have a loved one who is, I 100% recommend this book! It is the perfect mixture of informative and personal that makes an endo sufferer, like me, feel not so alone and that there are many things I can do for myself to make my quality of life the best it can be. If you read this book, you will see that Bowick's endo journey was anything but easy and she still persevered and used her knowledge to help other women like her, so thank you, Samantha!  

HOW TO HELP: Full List of BLM Resources (SHARE!)

This week I decided to take a break from the endo content because there are more important things going on. I have seen a lot of different links and other content across all social media on how to help the Black Lives Matter movement and I thought it would be nice to have them all in one place. This is a world issue and it takes people from all backgrounds fighting for the common goal to make a difference. I strongly encourage you to share this post and do what you can to help the BLM movement. If you don't have the ability to give money, there are so many other ways to help! There are many things we all can do and if we all choose things off this list, we can start to make a difference.

ALL BLM RESOURCES: https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/?fbclid=IwAR0Sw4sPWpxDI3tORdHjznp_mLD5kJivrZVnXcPo70bVbd-PH3Vb_FjYPR0

CAMPAIGN ZERO: https://www.joincampaignzero.org/?fbclid=IwAR0u57xhD7nN0c4MIIVadqbDVx_ouQL0qvQNMrKYLsj0T_5Sd8_g1AvTH-g

SCAFFOLDED ANTI-RACIST RESOURCES: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1PrAq4iBNb4nVIcTsLcNlW8zjaQXBLkWayL8EaPlh0bc/mobilebasic?fbclid=IwAR3y0s7vXEjsX0MNjXs_q4cGR_wk7tGHFsfY7kt6uUAE2-UU89JtAw2dB-k

NATIONAL RESOURCES LIST: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CjZMORRVuv-I-qo4B0YfmOTqIOa3GUS207t5iuLZmyA/mobilebasic?fbclid=IwAR2R_7rstuCBml_kRn_wu0jfR-IZaENUngAJb77Y298Sxm1urxo8litO5uQ

DONATIONS:

ALCU: https://www.aclu.org/?fbclid=IwAR0Qt_m4TInwjQmlhAhz49AC4LuwHzHyF2ahl3n7Sw1HC1Xq-ZRW4LH3Er4

RECLAIM THE BLOCK: https://secure.everyaction.com/zae4prEeKESHBy0MKXTIcQ2?fbclid=IwAR0HlslX9-mhz47ZxtE6z2I1-L6_bm2dDxV8SptntbI1yha2xV0EpsDMw1I

RUN WITH MAUD (AHMAUD ARBERY): https://www.runwithmaud.com

JUSTICE FOR BREONNA: https://www.gofundme.com/f/9v4q2-justice-for-breonna-taylor?fbclid=IwAR28k8mUryon4PWg3-I77G9IuNlI-aTnS_Kq_sEqdNgmF6ocYvMgw6tAuEY

THE BAIL PROJECT: https://bailproject.org/?fbclid=IwAR0geSABqyKGMaLzBxMF3VZUlHZxQ5JnLLroUnTh_fbSfjcMlkF-Hh2HaUI

CAMPAIGN ZERO: https://www.joincampaignzero.org/?fbclid=IwAR0B4LSaT_iUvyla09kepeXWBT0eKAIfnE_yCZX3LY9TnTrbhs-ubU2dgG4#vision

PROTESTS: If you are interested in protesting, you can easily search protests near you on social media or the internet.

BOSTON ACTIVIST CALENDAR: https://www.facebook.com/ActivistCalendar/?__tn__=%2CdK-R-R&eid=ARBCxavm9SAy_dLY7pPYnpwwndUZVIKZUW-WHLF12pxWmjr2OSRevZsqtSY82uGZyuoOnpHxg3w7FYPq&fref=mentions

SIGNING PETITIONS:

JUSTICE FOR GEORGE FLOYD: https://www.change.org/p/mayor-jacob-frey-justice-for-george-floyd?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22414602_en-US%3Av7&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

JUSTICE FOR BREONNA TAYLOR: https://www.change.org/p/andy-beshear-justice-for-breonna-taylor?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22077589_en-US%3Av4&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

JUSTICE FOR AHMAUD ARBERY: https://www.change.org/p/liberty-county-distric-attorney-justice-for-ahmaud-arbery?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_21863962_en-GB%3Av1&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

HANDS UP ACT: https://www.change.org/p/us-senate-hands-up-act?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_14077526_en-US%3Av2&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

EDUCATING OUR CHILDREN ON RACISM THROUGH THE SCHOOL SYSTEM: https://www.change.org/p/board-of-education-educating-our-children-to-understanding-racism?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22511331_en-US%3Av8&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

CHARGE MINNEAPOLIS POLICE OFFICERS WITH MURDER: https://www.change.org/p/change-org-the-minneapolis-police-officers-to-be-charged-for-murder-after-killing-innocent-black-man?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22409600_en-US%3Av3&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

RENAME GEORGE S. BENSON AUDITORIUM: https://www.change.org/p/harding-university-rename-the-george-s-benson-auditorium?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22567074_en-US%3Av7&recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial&pt=AVBldGl0aW9uAKJYWAEAAAAAXtk%2Fz99S2iUzMGFhOGNlMw%3D%3D

CONGRESSIONAL AND LEGAL CONDEMNATION OF POLICE BRUTALITY: https://www.change.org/p/congress-the-senate-police-brutality?recruiter=1055411747&recruited_by_id=dffbe860-6980-11ea-8949-dfbf4a525933&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial&pt=AVBldGl0aW9uAPLyVwEAAAAAXtlANasRxuhlOGZhNjdhNQ%3D%3D

READING LIST TO EDUCATE OURSELVES:

• Unpacking the Invisible Knapsack by Peggy McIntosh (https://www.racialequitytools.org/resourcefiles/mcintosh.pdf)
• Freedom Is A Constant Struggle by Angela Davis
• Why I’m No Longer Talking to White People About Race by Reni Eddo-Lodge
• The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin (READ ANY AND ALL JAMES BALDWIN!!!!)
• Citizen by Claudia Rankine
• Black Feminist Thought by Patricia Hill Collins
• Me and White Supremacy by Layla F. Saad
• Heavy: An American Memoir by Kiese Laymon
• I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
• White Fragility: Why It's So Hard for White People to Talk About Racism by Robin DiAngelo
• The Color of Law: A Forgotten History of How Our Government Segregated America by Richard Rothstein
• Beloved by Toni Morrison
• So You Want to Talk About Race by Ijeoma Oluo 
• Road Map for Revolutionaries by Elisa Camahort Page, Carolyn Gerin, and Jamia Wilson 
• The New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration In The Age of Colorblindness by Michelle Alexander
• Between The World And Me by Ta-Nehisi Coates
• Americanah - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie 
• Your Silence Will Not Protect You by Audre Lorde
• Men We Reaped by Jesmyn Ward
• They Can’t Kill Us All: Ferguson, Baltimore, And A New Era In America’s Racial Justice Movement by Wesley Lowery
• Beloved by Toni Morrison
• When They Call You a Terrorist: A Black Lives Matter Memoir
• Book by Asha Bandele and Patrisse Cullors
• Sister Outsider by Audre Lorde
• Stamped: Racism, Antiracism, and You: A Remix of the National Book Award-winning Stamped from the Beginning by Jason Reynolds, Ibram X. Kendi
• This Book Is Anti-Racist: 20 Lessons on How to Wake Up, Take Action, and Do The Work by Tiffany Jewell
• The Autobiography of Malcolm X by Malcolm X
• How to Be an Antiracist by Ibram X. Kendi
• The Fire This Time: A New Generation Speaks About Race by Jesmyn Ward
• White Rage by Carol Anderson
• Conversations in Black: On Politics, Power and Leadership by Ed Gordon 
• An African American and Latinx History of the United States by Paul Ortiz 
• Chokehold: Policing Black Men by Paul Butler 
• What Doesn’t Kill You Makes You Blacker: A Memoir in Essays by Damon Young
• Why Are All the Black Kids Sitting Together in the Cafeteria by Beverly Tatum
• I’m Still Here by Austin Channing Brown
• Whistling Vivaldi by Claude Steel
• White Awake by Daniel Hill

WATCH LIST TO EDUCATE OURSELVES:

• When They See Us - Netflix
• 13th - Netflix (I had to watch this for my sociology class and highly recommend it!)
• See You Yesterday - Netflix
• American Son - Netflix
• Dear White People - Netflix
• If Beale Street Could Talk - Hulu
• The Hate U Give - Hulu
• Little Fire Everywhere - Hulu
• Just Mercy - Amazon Prime (Streaming for free thru June)
• Black Power Mixtape
• Clemency
• Fruitvale Station
• I Am Not Your Negro - Kanopy & Prime Video
• Selma
• Green Book
• Hidden Figures
• Lee Daniels: The Butler
• Mudbound
• Fences
• The Color Purple
• 12 Years a Slave
• 42
• Blackkklansmen
• Moonlight (HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Y'ALL)
• The Death and Life of Marsha P. Johnson (HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Y'ALL) 
• Us
• Get Out

TUNE IN LIST TO EDUCATE OURSELVES:

• 1619 - NYT, Spotify
• About Race - https://www.showaboutrace.com/
• Seeing White - Spotify
• Momentum: A Race Forward Podcast - Spotify
• Code Switch - Spotify, NPR
• The Diversity Gap - Spotify
• Intersectionality Matters - Spotify
• Pod for the Cause - Spotify, Leadership Conference on Civil and Human Rights
• Pod Save The People - Spotify

ORGANIZATIONS TO FOLLOW AND BLACK VOICES TO TUNE INTO: 

NAACP: https://www.naacp.org/?fbclid=IwAR1BxC_7u-BhZwGivJ5awS8vUrzdPoCDE5btuYllfa0rPGcPAKMVg5UmBHU

THE LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE ON CIVIL AND HUMAN RIGHTS: https://civilrights.org/?fbclid=IwAR1j1mtO4cL6jSFiHbThv2J9c6lK82TH9UdjtAQxH4KtpsUFRfOpPIfz4CU

COLOR OF CHANGE: https://colorofchange.org/?fbclid=IwAR14dvivsvE0kcUupeGwczedaU7hjZlkZvYHPjehAp8I2CBFMGK3JqMFoxQ

EQUAL JUSTICE INITIATIVE: https://eji.org/?fbclid=IwAR1btNd_1J_fM-j7RK1zzZe4xwdEiSvBRtH0QcTQrYpJyoC8SWUO72-fudM

UNITED WE DREAM: https://unitedwedream.org/?fbclid=IwAR0HwyrDafgH2GgmRCMf6X5O4d7ONzxhDiirSamMjb6btNkeTP9lLiaRJ9Y

SHOWING UP FOR RACIAL JUSTICE: https://www.instagram.com/showingupforracialjustice/?hl=en&fbclid=IwAR2h20rK-C7CTKVhx7Y8Y2mALpfO8i2enlgmRhFNWiz3aAxl84bQFCsaQho

VOICES:
https://www.instagram.com/tv/CA6uC66gF_q/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&fbclid=IwAR2HLTj2odgBw5sp3HaOAmVoVpHj01NU-wHkgcVeS65MSAdPtRcGO9kq_W4

https://www.bet.com/news/national/2020/03/12/future-40-kenidra-woods-menta-health-warrior.html?fbclid=IwAR1CtI_nNftum_ESdqTkFtaCWPlFGz1QYfI5TmW0cS9IZClg2dticF-0D2E

MAKING PHONE CALLS/TEXTING/SENDING EMAILS:

TEXT:

• FLOYD to 55-156
• JUSTICE to 668366
• ENOUGH to 55156

CALL:

• Leave a message for Louisville Mayor and demand Justice for Breonna Taylor - (502)574-2003
• This link provides step-by-step information on how to contact your local government to discuss racial justice in your area and to help you express to your Reps what you want to see and what legislation they should be pushing for and introducing: https://www.vice.com/…/basic-guide-to-finding-and-calling-y… 

EMAIL: 

• Email your local superintendent and principals to see what sort of racial justice curriculum is in place in your local school and have a conversation about how that can change to be more inclusive and helpful.

There are so many ways to help the Black Lives Matter movement and it is up to all of us to do our part to create a safe, just, and compasstionate country. DON'T WAIT, DO YOUR PART TODAY!!